The Meaning of Life..

..Is not here. It's not anywhere. Nobody could possibly know. Believe nobody if they ever say they know what it is. No one has the right to be the authority in saying they know what life is all about. Everybody is just a fellow evolved ape mortal that needs to take a shit everyday like everybody else. I am so tired of religious cults trying to tell me answers that nobody could verify. Fuckin scientologist. Some scientologist kept harassing me. He kept trying to sell me a book and I said I didn't have money. He didn't believe me though so he shoved me and called me a liar. That's when I punched him in the gut. He started crying then I ran away.

What should we do with life then? Beats me, how should I know? How should anybody else know? There wasn't any manual that came with me the day I was born. Pretty much the only thing we are certain about is "sex" and "death", two taboos of our society, are what keeps life going. Think about it, sex is what creates life and killing is what feeds it (plants are a form of life too you vegans so you also feed on death!).

Why must life be created and fed in the first place? Again, don't know, will never know. People say they follow a dogma cause they want to know the "truth" but unfortunately that just confuses them even more by introducing beliefs that can't hold water in real life like the whole "Adam and Eve" bullshit and the whole worship some invisible asshole or you die thing. Is there such a thing as a "truth" about life to discover and fulfill? Maybe finding out the "truth" isn't what matters? Maybe we just keep living and an epiphany will arise, contrary to just standing with our thumbs up our Asses praising omnipotent beings we have reasons to believe don't exist anyways. To believe all there is to know about life is summed up in books written before you were born makes life feel so pointless. So we just follow the system and that's it? And then what? Be in Heaven for eternity? And then what? That's all there is to all of existence?

Life will always be beyond comprehension. It's such an abstract concept and thats what makes it interesting enough to wake up the next day for. What is life anyways? A biological phenomenon? Emotional fulfillment? A mere stage of existence? Who knows? Why wonder? We'll never know for sure. Whatever life is, just shut the fuck up about it and live it. Meaning in life, whether you found it or created it, should just be lived. Just don't find it in a cult or create a cult. Ah hell, you know what, go ahead, if fulfilling some cult bullshit is your only excuse to exist, go ahead and exist for it, who am I to judge and say you're failing at living life for following that nonsense. To make that distinction would assume I know what's best for you and that I know you're failing at performing what's best for you. But I don't know what's best for you. I don't know what's best for everybody. Neither do you. There is no objective universal meaning of life that can be confirmed and simplified for mass consumption. We're all just a bunch of shitting/fucking/eating/killing beings competing for the most accessible form of happiness to our genes and chemical reactions in our minds and that form of happiness is different for everyone because everyone has different genes and different chemical reactions in their minds. Whose form of happiness is the best? I dunno. We can't know which is the best or worst, we only know that they are different. Bah, this is confusing, life is to be lived, not wondered about, unless wondering is a form of living...which it can be, because there is no universal right way of life, so uhh whatever.

Wait, why was I typing this shit?...oh yeah, cause of that scientologist motherfucker that deserves a sledgehammer whack between his legs. I guess scientology being worthless is the only universal rule of life.